I am not here, I am not there, I am not anywhere.
Tired of trying, tired of crying, tired of hiding.
Trying to cope on my own, trying to find my way home.
I give up, I give in, my head is in a spin.
Breathe in, Breath out, scream and shout.
No one hears your cries of pain, stuff it down inside again.
Put on your happy face smile…you’d think they would know it’s fake after awhile, but that would take someone to notice, someone to care, someone to see you’re even there.
You’ll be forgotten before you’re ever remembered.
My heart aches, my soul wants to escape.