Feelings

I am not here, I am not there, I am not anywhere.
Tired of trying, tired of crying, tired of hiding.
Trying to cope on my own, trying to find my way home.
I give up, I give in, my head is in a spin.
Breathe in, Breath out, scream and shout.
No one hears your cries of pain, stuff it down inside again.
Put on your happy face smile…you’d think they would know it’s fake after awhile, but that would take someone to notice, someone to care, someone to see you’re even there.
You’ll be forgotten before you’re ever remembered.
My heart aches, my soul wants to escape.

You Said You Would Always Be There (via Blogalicious)

I was inspired to write this poem when I found out a local teenage girl in my sons grade had committed suicide. I did not know this girl but when I was a teenager myself, one of my friends committed suicide. It’s one of those things that leaves its mark upon you, like a scar on your shin from a fall as a child. As time passes the scar fades but is never completely gone.

My thoughts and prayers go out to her family & friends.
~Thea

You said you would always be there… But where were you today? You hung yourself on the playground… The place we used to play. We shared each others secrets… Said we would take them to the grave. I never would have promised… If I knew you would misbehave. You kept your secret from me and now I’m all alone, Why couldn’t you just call me, just pick up the telephone. I said I would be there for you, but you never gave me a chance, Now who am I going … Read More

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